I'm a mother, a partner, a lover, a daughter, a friend, a working woman, an entrepreneur....and
I worry about trying to achieve too much, not looking after my family as I should or I'm supposed to. I worry about not being the best partner or daughter there is, I worry about not being there when I'm needed or not doing my job to the high standards I'm used to.
But do you know what I worry the most about? ME, because somehow, I am getting lost amongst all those things. I am all the above but I also am Lucia, the woman who has dreams and aspirations, who is ready to fly and live to her highest potential. And sometimes it feels like no one is looking after me and never will. That's why is so important that I do. Because if I feel good, I feel cherished and cared for then I'm strong enough to carry on - and this goes for all areas above, when you feel good you vibrate higher, feeling more positive, happier....and the ones around you will feel it too.
It's hard to continue to be enthusiastic about what you want to create, to build up the time and energy it takes to do so; but what would be harder would be knowing I didn't even try.
I can't keep waiting for the right moment to come, for the planets to align or the Earth to stop so I can have more balance! But what I can do is readjust… as H. Jackson Brown Jr. said:
When you can't change the direction of the wind - adjust your sails
in other words, I can sail with the wind I'm dealing with, adjusting and taking detours as long as I never lose sight of my destination.
Why am I sharing all this with you? Because we all have been and can be full of excuses, but, truth is Life will always get on your way, something will always happen to make you change your plans… and it's ok, it happens. As long as you know what you want and want to get there you will.
Patience is a tricky friend, at least for me, and when you're so in the zone and want to get things done and in motion NOW, it isn't your best ally. But it is a very useful tool, and a very wise companion.
It's important to understand that it doesn't have to be all or nothing, you can take small steps towards your goal, do small things to help you get there and keep you encouraged - whether that is admin, forming, reading or buying the stuff you will need, you name it - but do them so when the path has cleared out or you're ready to go full steam ahead, you do. And this time nothing will stop you!
Love, and keep dreaming